Thinking

I am not sure what drives the need to create.  Is if psychological, emotional, physical?

All I know is that no matter how busy my day can get, all I want and need to do it create.  I crave it, I seek it, I need it.  I am at the beginning of publically doing what I really love to do.  I am beginning to be ok with my artistic self.  I am not sure where to begin with all of this.  I can’t put the camera down, and if there is nothing to take a photo of  I can always find something new to create on photoshop…and learn to create.  It was a long time ago, it feels like a land far, far away, I knew that art was what helped me get through the day.  I am not at all sure, what has kept me away.  It has returned roaring in full, in my mind, my heart, and my soul.

All I can think about is what might be my next venture, what can I create next, who can I photograph, what can I photograph.  In reality I have no time for any of this, I have an aching need for it, but no real-time. 

I have two little boys, and a wonderful daughter and a 30 hour job to make it to. But I somehow seem to add more and more little projects, that are costing me some time, a little energy, and a little money.

I want something to come from my new little project I AM I Designs, I want to create a happy, friendly, creative company, that fully supports the imagination of others, not just myself.

I am using this blog to express my creative side, when I can’t quite create.  I am not a writer, not by a long shot, and my grammar and spelling, well, not at all the best.  But I hope, and I pray, with every inch of my passion to create, for this little project to come to fruition. I would be  honored to have this hobby I can share with the world, and somehow someday help in some way!

#art #photoshop #poetry